lskafsdlfjsdf comments on this fic make me happier than anything else, because, just, this is probably the best thing I've ever written in this fandom and one of my most satisfying writing successes (in that I had something I wanted to do and I pretty much managed to do it how I wanted), period. basically I had a lot of Feelings myself and I really wanted to communicate them and I'm happy it seems I did. and I'm still so glad that you and other people who've been in the fandom so long and observed this whole trajectory have such kind things to say about. ilu. <3